Describe of Loneliness

This is not the first, sat alone and watched some paper passing, each arranged in alphabetical strung words into sentences and somehow figure has always been there, with the inscription actually abides by refusing to read and by definition they are. This is not new for me to sit for hours without feeling the heat of concern through short messages. Emptiness and despair has changed its face since earlier, but I keep my head down, trying to ignore the situation, because if I get too carried away, I could die.

Of course you do not feel what I felt I had also missed stored hermetically. I deliberately hide his feelings, so that we are no longer waiting for each other. Does not this all seem far apart as more meaningful? as if I had never bothered, as if I never want to know, secant if I do not have a sense of concern. For me this is enough, just you and me without us.

This time I got it describes the loneliness, or talk about a lot of things you may be very difficult to understand because I've never been, you are very difficult to talk niceties especially if talk about love, I'll yank your ears and raising the volume of songs even sing a song without lyrics, which you can translate it yourself. I will not burden you bear with absurd stories that always you hate. As it used to when you speak love you laugh. Like when we were still together, but I say miss you deaf ear.

Just a simple story that may not want you to hear as an introduction to your bed. You also do not like it when I told you about tears is not it? What if I turned my tears into smiles pretending? Of course you will not see it, as far as I know, you're never aware of and it is possible that your bad behavior is still the same, even though we've got a long separation and eye contact.

Somehow lately deserted once. I like to whisper and hear my own voice. But I was still surprised by the darkness of night there were many stories that could be missed It's about us. Ah ..... now you must be looked away, not wanting to open up old wounds. I also do not want to touch your shadow so that more and more faint, do not want to guess who's got your smile as beautiful as before.

If I can honestly say "PAST" so close to the brain, mind and ear. like there is something going on very close, very intimate, to the extent that can be erased simply by the arrogance of time and distance. is the umpteenth time I secretly he mentioned your name in silence and let the memories follow tickling baby penguin fly, blown away and may be back, but do not know when ..

My new face you can see for yourself, look better and warmer than at the beginning of our separation. We are really talking about the breakup separated? we know each other really forget? if there is "MUTUAL" but why does my heart still wants to tie you up? sometimes a reason for us not to share. In a well-obscurity me and you still live with each other, something that does not ever go should be called what it is. But did you still hold no word uncomfortable when back together. Too foolish if I call this a soul mate? Attachment to me and you do not have status but our breath, our desire to have the same pulse and heartbeat.

Do not be taken too seriously just some stupid network paragraphs to accompany the loneliness that was so long ago came to haunt. Since you are no longer here, since I do and the way you choose to individually,but more often I play with a hard desert spring is undeniable..

Of view looks more serious, deeper and you speak slowly. Yeah, when it's you and I be. :) Lovely. But the past, "PAST" I told you from the beginning, right? "PAST" it is fun.

and between tasks that made my fingers sore campus,
and among the scattered papers,
I still miss you.